Assalamualaikum to all my dearest silent readers. Hi, Long time no see. Hows your life? Okay good. I'm not feeling well. I'm tired of crying. Yes, I've lost people i love. I'm tired of crying, I repeat CRYING! I' sick of that, Ya Allah Ya Rahman, Please help me. Kuatkanlah hambamu ini ya Allah. I've been crying for a long time since last week. Im afraid that i'll lost people i love but today.. Its true, I've lost people i love. Last night i wish i can stared at your face for a long time. How can i do? Time flies so freakin fast and I've accept to it. But, seriously, I really hate today. This is my saddest day ever. If teacher ask me 'Apakah kenangan sedih awak tahun 2012' I will answer.. 'Kehilangan orang yg saya sayang, yang mana dia bersama saya for 13 years.' Bukan 2,3 thun but 13 YEARS. I hate the way that i feel right now. I miss you :'( I wish you and i will be forever but why? Kenapa jadi macam ni? Why? Rasa baru je semalam kenal dengan awak. Kenapa harus berlaku! KENAPA!?
The reason why i dont want you to go is sape nak dengar cerita aku nanti? Siapa aku nak kongsi rahsia nanti? If you go, Everythings gonna change. I beg, Please stay. When i just got home, I ask my father, Where is You. Then my father said, You've gone. And i was like..' :O ' Tak terkata. Please come back! Please, siapa nak ajar aku buat penulisan? Siapa? Like seriously, aku tgh menangis sekarang. Siapa tak nangis kalau dah hilang orang yg kita sayang? I hope esok you ada lagi. This is hard for me. Saya tak rela! Saya tak rela kehilangan orang yang kita sayang. *I'm crying*. Ya Allah, tolonglah kuatkan hambamu ini ya allah. Why this is happen. Why? :(
No matter what it is i need to stay strong, But i can't everytime i remember you, Air mata aku golek golek nak jatuh. This is sad!! So sad~ I hope this is not the last time we met. Please, Dont leave me. I love you so much. You've been stay with me for 13 years! Ya Allah.. Im crying so hard right now. Hujan bawalah air mata ku yang mengalir.. membasuh lukaku.Agar dia tahu ku terseksa. Hanya mampu berserah. I hope you're happy there. I will wait for you and im sure one day you will come back :(
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